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I don't get why getting over someone is the worlds hardest thing to do... He came home. We were friends. no more no less. and then we decided what we had was still there. so now we are together with out the label... but he leaves in three weeks. to be around his ex gf for 4 months. she claims she'd never take him back and he says he knows they would never work out. he claims i'll be his one day when school is over. but how many guys say that just to keep a girl waiting.
two years down.
two years to go.
never thought i'd actually wait.
ugh.
boys suck.
anyone have a crystal ball?
emily.
ugh.
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| I feel bad for people who are my friends on here - - |
[20 Apr 2008|10:53pm] |
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Because all I do it bitch and whine on here. so lets get started. I'll make REALLY short... Why is it that every guy I become best friends withturns out to be the guy I just so happen to like?&& with that being said -- how come when every girl he likesbecomes his best friend....So the Dilemma is -- Did the guy Like me && then I became his best friend?or did he never like me && he just so happened to grow on me.
as usual.
boys suck.
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[17 Feb 2008|10:16pm] |
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I just want you and me to be together.
like we planned in high school.
I'm over college tearing us apart.
GOSH just take the duct tape OFF your balls
and actually do something about it.
who cares about priorities and shit.
if you want it so bad then DO something. bahhh
JEEZUS.
man -- i haven't used this in a while.
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[04 Mar 2007|11:37am] |
i know this is one place he wont ever look to read...
we broke up. we were best friends. talked almost everyday. we stayed best of friends. then i caught him lying to me... i want him to have a gf. i want him happy. i asked him if he was seeing or talking or even dating anyone. and he said yeah, angie. so i said wow tell me all about her. he said they only talked once or twice... well i come to find. they are dating. he lied to me. i want him to be honest. i want him to tell me everything about his life. bc at one point he was my life. but now. he just acts like it never happend. he told me he didnt like the way i was dealin with us broken up when i broke up with him. so i changed. and now he is dealing with it the way he said i was... by not talking to him.
he wont say anything to me. i had to find out he had a gf from his best friends girlfriends sister. i want him to tell me and i want him to be honest. and talk to me. i dont think he understands that i'm still apart of that family. i talk to his mom still. i'm housesitting for them for gods sake =\.
anyway, this is me venting... he is ruining a friendship that could have last years...
have a good day. hope you liked reading about my life for the past week.
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[28 Apr 2006|09:17pm] |
is anyone taking the CPR class tomorrow
if ur taking it online, is there any other sites i can take it onthat dont cost 61 dollars??
and lastly, whats the course we need, first aid or cpr. or both?
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[25 Aug 2005|06:05pm] |
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as of october 23,2003 my life wasnt really the ( same )
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[16 Aug 2005|09:39pm] |
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last time i checked i updated 8 years ago... wow.
myspace really is the new live journal.
amazing.
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[19 May 2005|04:55pm] |
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i regret all the times i never told you i loved you...
i love all of you so much. dont forget that. ever.
the assembly kicked my tears butt today. i dont think ive ever cried so much. and as fake as it was, it was so real. i knew that all the people where there in front of me. but i couldnt stand to see people that i know and love be hurt like that. i could never stand to lose any of my friends. i love you all so much. even if we have fought with each other, inthe end i love you so much. i dont know what i would do with out all of you guys. <3 x's infinite :)
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| im so over it.... that im not |
[06 May 2005|06:52pm] |
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call me whenever and i will come running
im ready and waiting forever for you
ill give u my whole heart
to hold at your keep sake
if you should ever need proof
call me whenever and i will come running
im ready and waiting forever for you
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[19 Apr 2005|04:59pm] |
hey yall, i need some opinions...
tell me what you think is better
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[17 Apr 2005|09:37pm] |
so, myspace took away the fun from lj. haha. but im still here. im doing okay. i guess. life is okay, this weekend was beautiful. got to see pple i never see on the weekends. hang out with my best friends. ugh, so fun here are pics from today
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| i <3 This... |
[08 Apr 2005|10:31pm] |
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♥ you sometimes think it has let you down, you sometimes feel it has never, ever reached you. every now and then, you feel empty of i and no one is there to refill your heart. you think it's too late, but really, it isn't : it will never be. love is sometimes the hardest thing to find : it is rare and precious as a diamond or your first strand of hair : perhaps it is hidden in a place so dark, you don't expect it to be there : just like your first teddy bear, buried under piles of old newspapers, in the garage that has been closed for six years. one day, you needed your dust-covered bicycle and when you looked down, there was marty, your long-lost buddy. see: love is just like your old marty : it is found when and where you least expect it, and that really is the magic of it all. keep your pretty eyes open, look around : love may be in a person you thought was your friend who only you thought was "just a friend". ♥
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[28 Mar 2005|09:06pm] |
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update in the life of emily....
spring break has had a lot of ups and downs... right now its totally on the up side =)
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[22 Mar 2005|05:13pm] |
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i cant even explain what im feeling right now... i just want this to be done with if this is as far as its going to go.
anyway - uhm beach tomorrow. every ones invited =D im not sure what beach yet, but ill figure it out soon enough. call me or stacey or TC : ) <3
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[20 Mar 2005|10:18am] |
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lizzie and i are putting together a little bon fire for tonight at la jolla. yall should come out. if your interested. IM us or call me 647-1885
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[20 Mar 2005|09:38am] |
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this is what happends when emily gets bored on her second say of spring break. bc u know her first day wasnt good enough. i love spending my whole first day of spring break on a pool deck for 12 hours. gosh. anway.
i made a new lay out, check it out. anyone want to help me with it. tell me. i dont really like it. i just got sick of working on it.
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[19 Mar 2005|08:05pm] |
so to give yall an update. im sick. i was sick friday night and couldnt go to the benefit =\ i was really looking forward to that. but instead i didnt go bc i didnt feel well. parts of me wish i had gone just so things wouldnt be this weird. today i was at the pool in mt.carmel for about. hm oh i ono 12 fargin hours!!!!!! ugh. and then to top it all off. yeah. i wont even go there.... uhm call me this spring break. lets hang. 647-1885
boys are confusing.
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[17 Mar 2005|06:04am] |
h2>LJ Friends Meme by ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) coolerq</h2>• You must tell 9 people about this game.
• *someone* is the one that you love.
• ben is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about mandy.
• sarah is the one who knows you very well.
• lizzie is your lucky star.
• broken road is the song that matches with *someone*.
• slave for you is the song for ben.
• over and over again is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and id do it for you is the song telling you how you feel about life
Take this quiz
so all of those turned out true for me.how bout you?
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[16 Mar 2005|06:36pm] |
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bryan adams, all day long. |
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that about says it right there
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[13 Mar 2005|11:59am] |
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what does the word love mean to you.
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